Grief Is A Big Bummer

& other things you'd never have guessed

My date has just left, a second date with a man in a polyamorous relationship, and now I am alone with myself. I like myself. I am much better company to myself than I used to be, and this was not easy. But sometimes, the feelings that are hard (but important) to process come out to play at night when I am alone. Often, I struggle to be with myself at n…